miercuri, 1 aprilie 2009

You and I

You and I both love… freedom, laugh, happiness, uniqueness, to feel alive, to feel at the edge, to feel I am taking advantage of every second this life has given me and every person I have around me. You and I both live what you and I have, what you and I live every day, what you and I had never had, what we still have the dream of sharing. If nothing else will work in this world I know you and I both love what you and I both have each other and freedom. I am almost finally out, free and out of words.



Things will happen but not to me, things will happen naturally. Bright light near my face, showing me in the morning your face, your life, my life and each other together as we have always been.

Be open…Say more than words. I admire you and try to understand your face because you are a white western normal calm guy that normally would have nothing to do with me!!!!

You and I … feels like would have something but if you could see me now we would know weather there is really something

Just remember that telephones and everything works both ways so I need a sigh because otherwise there is nothing and where there is nothing, life disappears and that cannot be allowed.

duminică, 8 februarie 2009

It´s not about how good you are playing but how you feel about what you are playing

How many time in our lives ... or better said in my life I have been thinking about the result of what i am doing, the quality, the image, expectations, competition, demonstarting something or something to someone, thinking about the ¨impact¨ of our actions and not of ourselves.

It might seem egoist to think that we should be thinking about ourselves in everything we do, but I would ask...why? What is the end result we are each one responsable to generate in the world? I would say to be happy because this is the only way we can do the best, be the best and generate the best. Of course values have a vital role in this discussion as that is what deeply determines what makes us happy. Now identifying, creating, enhancing values is not easy. It`s the real essence of the development of a person. In this search is important to be honest and understand ourselves in order to generate the true and strong values that we have. We are very easly influenced. Even more in a world that does not have a clear direction to give and where diversity is understood so diffrently and tolerance as an attitude does not include the proactivity to understand the other view.

Be strong and accept yourself, understand yourself and be in a continous search of your uniqueness. Only so we will all understand better the others, accept them and appriciate their uniqueness. Be open and sincere in everything you do. Only so you can have the expectation of a true interaction with the world. This interaction will give you a true understanding of yourself and your surrounding and so on a spiral of deeper understanding and connection between one and it`s sorrounding.

It´s not about how good you are playing but how you feel about what you are playing!!!



see you next week for a coffe!

marți, 6 ianuarie 2009

What makes the cup half full or half empty?

6:30 am
I wake up because my alarm went off 3 times allready and I will miss my turn to shower. The hot water is not working and Bogota is freazing. 5 minutes shower, 10 minutes breakfast, a short fight about dirty dishes and I go to the office. Transmilenium is full, everyone is shouting and swearing. I get to the office in time for a morning chat and the person does not show up. All in all... there is not even coffe and outside it rains like hell.

6:30 am
I wake up after 5 more minutes of sleep and jump into the shower. There is no hot water but at least this way everyone is faster so things work out smoothly. It was cold but better than yesterday and tomorrow we´ll have gas again. Breakfast: cooking...arepa, eggs, vegetables, cheese and a big cup of hot tea. As we were cooking I get to transmilenium at 8:15. The perfect time... Tke it easy, wait for a second transmilenium where I can breath and sit. In front of me I see a couple. Better than the best romance mouvie. You could see in their eyes that life is absolutely beautifull! I remember that look and smile. I get to the office for an early chat. the person does not show up, but my dad is on messenger. Looks like my sisters plans with her boyfriend are getting serious. It-s raining outside...that means for Bogota that during lunch we might have sun :)

I`ve lived them both. What makes the difference? I would say decisions, determination and desire to understand and look beyound. Hmm... the 3D. If we`re talking about decisions I`ve decided to give more energy to my desire of understanding and I am determined to keep and follow my decision!



Inside the human soul the forest of sesibility has died and the river of hope has dryed! That is why we need to reforest our heart!